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I stumbled upon some poems I wrote back in highschool and man, that shit cut deep. If you'd like to peer into the pitch black abyss, look no further. Lmao.
Falling toward Abaddon
The N0ctuRne of SiLenCe....
The vOice oF a SiLent PriNce
Reflection
Eat your heart out Shakespeare.
Falling toward Abaddon
This longing I feel like I have never felt before
My soul is being torn apart
My heart is being twisted by its roots
Oh shed mercy on me my angel
This agony is burning me alive
You give me a sight of paradise
Then leave me in this bottomless pit
Is there no god of mercy, but only a god of torment
I give my world, my honor, my deepest humility
The very fabric of my existence rests in your hands
And your hands seep with blood
Have you no shame oh gracious one
What must I do to be revered in your presence
My world is dark, dark beyond the corners of ones mind
You are my light
Shining past through the abyss
But now you are slipping away
Dimming slowly
I can only hope with time your light will be bright again
But for how long
Until you are extinguished
My soul is being torn apart
My heart is being twisted by its roots
Oh shed mercy on me my angel
This agony is burning me alive
You give me a sight of paradise
Then leave me in this bottomless pit
Is there no god of mercy, but only a god of torment
I give my world, my honor, my deepest humility
The very fabric of my existence rests in your hands
And your hands seep with blood
Have you no shame oh gracious one
What must I do to be revered in your presence
My world is dark, dark beyond the corners of ones mind
You are my light
Shining past through the abyss
But now you are slipping away
Dimming slowly
I can only hope with time your light will be bright again
But for how long
Until you are extinguished
The N0ctuRne of SiLenCe....
As the sun is dimmed by the clouds
A sudden shadow begins to envelope the field on which you stand
You look around and you realize you are lost....and alone
The scent of silence is around you
Laying down on the dead grass you hear the whistling of the wind
The sky darkens more and begins to rain lightly
As you close your eyes, everything seems to dissolve away
The world feels as though it is in ruin
The ground on which you lay seems to swallow you inside
Then you hear a faint sound....a sort of tune, that sound is Đ.є.ą.ł.ђ.....
A sudden shadow begins to envelope the field on which you stand
You look around and you realize you are lost....and alone
The scent of silence is around you
Laying down on the dead grass you hear the whistling of the wind
The sky darkens more and begins to rain lightly
As you close your eyes, everything seems to dissolve away
The world feels as though it is in ruin
The ground on which you lay seems to swallow you inside
Then you hear a faint sound....a sort of tune, that sound is Đ.є.ą.ł.ђ.....
The vOice oF a SiLent PriNce
The heart is a complex creation
For it seeps feelings into one's mind and soul and suppresses one's glory
I have felt those feelings before, happiness, hate, love, sorrow, fear, lust, mercy, compassion, anger, greed, and envy
But as time progresses I gain more sight of my true being
For what I once used to be, but locked away by the unfortunate act of my pride
To conquer these feelings and relinquish them is the pathway to immortality
I have no heart, never had, the heart that I thought I had was placed by
the high beings for my sin of rebelling, I have fallen from power to a
pestilent earth
But this lock has grown weak and I'm regaining the mind of which I lost and achieving what's rightfully mine, power
I have no need for others, no need for society, for those things are all
but a grain of what is to come and will eventually fade away
To feel is for the weak, for all feelings are temporary and not one lasts
forever and all they do is hold one back, but even so I must appear to
show feelings to society to have it's image and beneath this image I am a serpent hidden in the shadows
Now that my eyes are open I'm but a silent shade roaming a shallow world suffering eternal rebirth until the end of days
For it seeps feelings into one's mind and soul and suppresses one's glory
I have felt those feelings before, happiness, hate, love, sorrow, fear, lust, mercy, compassion, anger, greed, and envy
But as time progresses I gain more sight of my true being
For what I once used to be, but locked away by the unfortunate act of my pride
To conquer these feelings and relinquish them is the pathway to immortality
I have no heart, never had, the heart that I thought I had was placed by
the high beings for my sin of rebelling, I have fallen from power to a
pestilent earth
But this lock has grown weak and I'm regaining the mind of which I lost and achieving what's rightfully mine, power
I have no need for others, no need for society, for those things are all
but a grain of what is to come and will eventually fade away
To feel is for the weak, for all feelings are temporary and not one lasts
forever and all they do is hold one back, but even so I must appear to
show feelings to society to have it's image and beneath this image I am a serpent hidden in the shadows
Now that my eyes are open I'm but a silent shade roaming a shallow world suffering eternal rebirth until the end of days
Reflection
Weaved in lies when blinded by trust
I’ve never faced myself with such disgust
I want you to know that I’m not afraid
God please forgive me, for my sins will never fade
I walk past you silent and unseen
My body’s heartless, my soul’s unclean
Never found love, never found bliss
I hope at least my life will end in a kiss
I’ve never faced myself with such disgust
I want you to know that I’m not afraid
God please forgive me, for my sins will never fade
I walk past you silent and unseen
My body’s heartless, my soul’s unclean
Never found love, never found bliss
I hope at least my life will end in a kiss
Eat your heart out Shakespeare.
